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| OUTSIDE IN :::LOST IN NEVER EVER |
| 06.28.04 (2:28 pm) [edit] |
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I AM NOW BLOGGING UNDER THE NAME OUTSIDE IN PLEASE PAY ME A VISIT...
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| Longing for my blog |
| 05.24.04 (4:03 pm) [edit] |
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I have been away from the net for some time now, and unfortunately this time will continue after today. I have moved out of the dorm rooms and am not aware of whether or not I will get the net in my new place. Ill post when i can but i dont ever know when that will be. So please stick around. I will be back
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| Whoa |
| 05.02.04 (10:21 pm) [edit] |
Apparently Ive been gone longer than I though. Ive been gone for an entire week. I havent been able to write new stuff, my blog was in the 20s in the hot blogs but I slipped all the way to the 60s. I guess I do have to really keep up on this thing dont I. I tried this one before and It didnt seem to work. Maybe people will be more willing now. I am looking for people to send me pics of themselves or request for certain styles of pics of me, or other things like a certain type of writing, Im also thinking of moving out of blog land and doing starting a webpage instead what do you all think. I would love to hear from all of you.
False Existense
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| Hypocrite |
| 04.26.04 (1:45 pm) [edit] |
You claim to hold your morals so dear.
Then you break them.
You claim to have no fear.
Then you cower.
You claim this is what you hate.
But this is what you are.
So what are you?
Hypocrite
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| Nobodies Savior |
| 04.21.04 (11:26 pm) [edit] |
You come to me.
You claim I'm your savior.
But I'm just me.
I wont be nailed to a cross.
Im not the son of your god.
I will not die for your sins.
Yet you worship me.
What makes you so naive?
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| My Way |
| 04.21.04 (12:20 pm) [edit] |
While under her moolight I am Guided
While in his house I am protected
With soft hands and iron fists they shape me.
When I stray, three fold they show me the way.
My lady
My lord
My way of life.
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| Litte Puppet |
| 04.15.04 (3:06 pm) [edit] |
Clenching to our strings for dear life.
Our wooden bodies trembling with fear.
Afraid to step foot in the flame.
Fire is hot you might get burned.
Watch as we dance.
We dance in a line.
Single file dont stray little puppet.
The fire is hot.
Watch your feet.
The line is narrow.
Listen to the screams little puppet.
The fire is hot.
Watch your mother little puppet.
See how she dances.
Dances so straight in our narrow line.
Watch your father little puppet.
He is the same.
The same as his mother and father.
Can you imagine them dancing together.
So straight in their line.
They know the line is narrow little puppet
They know the fire is hot.
You will dance that way too.
You will learn to be the same.
You will learn to follow our line little puppet.
You will not stray little puppet.
You will not be different little puppet.
You will follow us little puppet.
Your fear will hold you with us.
Your fear will keep you dancing like us.
Your fear will make you act like us.
Your fear will keep you from getting burned.
Remember little puppet.
FIRE IS HOT.
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| A Theme To A New Revolution |
| 04.14.04 (12:23 pm) [edit] |
This is kind of like a theme poem to my blog. I'm wondering what you all think of it.
Our generation is no longer the carefree generations of the not so long past.
We are a generation controlled by material things.
Cell phones, telivions, expenisive clothes, these are our lives.
Computers have become our gods, our goddesses.
I'm talking gigabytes, and pentium processors.
The things we eat.
The air we breathe.
The earth we need.
These things that were once sacred have become just icing on the cake.
Our second rate superstars.
The past is dead. Welcome to today.
Fuck yesturday its time for something new.
A New Revolution will begin.
Are you ready?
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| Tragic |
| 04.13.04 (9:47 pm) [edit] |
Insecurites bring me to my knees
Make me beg make me plead
Where I am seldom shows
Where I ll be noone knows
I once was lost and I'll never be found
I cant get my feet back on this forsaken ground
Shreds of hope fade away my world turns grey
But I always go to sleep knowing tommorows another day.
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| My New Look |
| 04.12.04 (7:59 pm) [edit] |
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Hey What do you all think of my new look. Leave your comments.
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| Uhh Ohh |
| 04.08.04 (10:53 pm) [edit] |
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My blog is going through some changes and will look something like the one you are looking at now, but with pictures and a better quality header. Tell me what you think.
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| Hope or Hopeless |
| 04.08.04 (9:47 am) [edit] |
Sometimes I lie awake at night
Just to wait for tommorow
Hoping that glorious day will come
But it doesnt
Hope is a worthless tool
Hell bent on selfdestruction
It plays with our minds until it remains unbearable
Leaving us with cold bodies and blank stares
Hope is dangerous
It hides and shields us from what reality we can see
It drowns us with misconceptions
Hope is exactly what you think it is
It is tragic for some
It is liberating to others
Hope is both to me
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| The Monsters |
| 04.07.04 (12:46 pm) [edit] |
I dance through the beautiful meadows
The ones filled with the monsters
I play among the pretty flowers
Knowing that I am in danger
I talk to myself
Calming my nerves
I know they are watching
They are stalking me
I can hear them
They are haunting me
I can see them
They are hurting me
I can feel them
They capture me
I pull away
They chase me
I run away
They want me
I wont give in
They need me
I wont give in
They do not give up so easy
I know this
But I am determined
I will make it through
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| Wide Open |
| 04.06.04 (1:02 pm) [edit] |
Youll wish you hadn't
Please dont beg
Youll be sorry
Dont say i didnt tell you
Now look at me
Peer deep within my soul
Ill open my eyes
You did ask for this right?
Dont be afraid to scratch my surface
Watch the demons that torment my soul
Watch them rape me until i bleed
Watch them set my mind on fire
Watch them dance around the flame
Keep watching
Don't say you were not warned
Don't turn away
Dont cry
This is exactly what you asked for
Do you regret it?
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| Apathy |
| 04.05.04 (1:52 pm) [edit] |
Why do you deserve my love?
What did you do to save me?
What did you do to give me salvation?
I could care less!
Why should i bow to you?
What makes me need you?
What makes you real to me?
I could care less!
Why do you seem so fake?
What made you leave?
What makes you love to hurt me?
I could care less!
Why should i forgive you for passing the buck?
What makes you think you'd have such luck?
What makes you think i give a fuck?
I could care less!
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| Wow |
| 04.05.04 (1:12 pm) [edit] |
I just realized ive only had this new jornal for 17 days, already i have over 600 hits. I love the feed back. Im hoping it continues. I am also looking to increase my amount of hits and comments, try and pick up the pace a little bit. Please send me your ideas. One idea i had but it kind of flopped was posting pics of people who enjoy my journal. But noone responded, maybe everyone is just selfconcious or dont really give a fuck, but i would still like to attempt to do this. Thank you to everyone who has visited and commented on my blogs.
False Existense
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| Kingdom of Silence |
| 04.05.04 (12:31 pm) [edit] |
Welcome to silence
Kingdom of all thought
A place where reality and imagination fade to one
A place where nothing is impossible just improbable
This is the place that breeds helplessness
This is the place that feeds on fear
This the place where nothing is wrong but i cant do anything right.
This is the place I go everynight.
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| Journey Into The Unconscious: Id VS Ego VS Super Ego |
| 04.01.04 (6:47 pm) [edit] |
Am I being watched?
Who said that?
What did you say?
Shut up!
Im not listening to you!
I dont need your advice!
I know what to do.
Back up off me!
I ve got better things to do.
Quit buzzing around my head!
Get your fucking pitch fork out of my ear.
Quit sprinkling your fucking sparkle dust in my hair.
I said back up!
You keep it up im going to rip off your fucking wings.
Oh yeah!
Ill bust off your horns and shove em up your ass.
Just leave me alone.
Cant we all get along?
No !
Why?
Cause your a fucking douche bag.
Cut it out why dont you just grow up?
Cause I dont feel like it.
Hell yeah! You tell him.
Why dont you mind your own damn buisness?
Cause I dont have to.
What makes you so special?
I live here.
So do I.
Me to.
Oh yeah well I own the place.
You two are evicted get the fuck out.
You cant do that?
Can he?
Yeah I can, Hit the fucking road.
I need a second opinion.
Me too.
Finally an agreeance, ok you can stay if you keep your mouths shut.
Damn he gets us with that everytime.
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| Public Input 2 |
| 03.29.04 (11:57 pm) [edit] |
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Sorry I forgot the most important thing in my first post of it. fakerevolution03@yahoo.com, to send pics. I would alos like a brief description of what you think of my site in general, you can go into detail if you like.
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| Public Input |
| 03.29.04 (11:46 pm) [edit] |
I have had some requests for more pics on my site. Most people who requested wanted more pics of me, Well I can do that but, I want more input from the people who read and like and hell even hate my blog. If you want you could send me a pic of you and ill post it, or send me something funny or wierd, as long as it goes with my blog ill post it. If you would like to post anything just leave me a comment and ill get back to you, then ill give you my email address and we can take it from there. Im really hoping to add a little more life to my blog please send your pics, ill take them all.
If you want more pics of me please comments about this too and ill have to get more taken.
Thanks
Falseexistense
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| I want |
| 03.29.04 (8:14 pm) [edit] |
Its you I crave
Your body
Your soul
Its you i need to make me feel full
Selfish needs bring me to my knees
Like a hunger
Like a pain
Its all i can do just to sustain
You are all that I desire
You are my life
You are my fire
Your seductive self tortures me
I dream of being with you
Being in you
Touching you and making you moan
Licking you and making you groan
I want you to ride me
I want your body to hide me
I want you
I want you
I want you
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| Corporate Policy |
| 03.29.04 (12:13 pm) [edit] |
Spinning around this fucking star
How i wonder what you are
Stareing like retarted drones
Treating children like worthless clones
Hopeless matter wasting air
To much greed no time to share
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| Its Been A While |
| 03.28.04 (9:38 pm) [edit] |
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Its been a while since ive written so today I posted two new poems and and I m writing now about my weekend. This weekend it seemed like the entire campus was dead all my friends left they were either working or went home or out for the weekend. Its really wierd. Sometimes it hard to deal with the silence after adapting to campus life. Luckily one of my friends was here so we just kind of hung out all weekend it was cool. We just played video games and such. I am very happy with the results of the new journal/blog. I couldnt more pleased with the results and the feedback ive been getting. I have had some requests for more pictures so if you want new pics, leave me a comment and tell me what youd like pictures of and ill see if i can whip it up.
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| Its A New Day |
| 03.28.04 (8:50 pm) [edit] |
A new day has come
Maybe it will be brighter
Maybe ill soar high in the clouds
And when the beautiful sun goes down
Out will come entrancing moon to shine on me
I ll make a ladder, a very tall ladder
High enough to kiss the stars
I will walk alone, or with many others
This day will be all mine, or ours to share
This day should belong to everyone
This is the day I live for
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| Black |
| 03.28.04 (8:45 pm) [edit] |
Black is black
Nothing's left in you
You take from me, Nothings left
You give me pain, Nothings left
You want to drain me, Nothings left
Drain me until my soul is black
Until Black is Black
And NOTHING'S left
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 Talk in my flooble chatterbox!
Are You HOT or NOT?
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